***stardust

*siiighs*
By all rights, this *should* have been a wonderful day..and it mostly was, only.....
SOMEONE beat the shite out of the back rim of my bike.
Rendering it unridable. And it's bent out of shape to the point where Dad can't fix it, tho he spent an hour or two trying.. either we're gonna have to take it to a bike shop and see if they can true it, or I need a new back rim entirely.
I obviously didn't do it, my bike was fine last time I rode it about a week ago, and I would've noticed were something wrong cos you literally couldn't ride it, the rim's so bent that it won't go 'round past the brakes. Dad would've known if he'd accidentally hit it with one of the cars, merani-chan obviously didn't do it...
...which leaves matantis. and/or his various and sundry friends.
So when Matt came in tonight Dad all jumped on him about it, *then* Matt came up here crying to *me* that he always gets blamed for everything, and I'm like, why the fuck are you coming to ME about this my bike is maimed and you're looking to ME for sympathy when you an' your friends are the only ones who coulda done it?!??! I don't think so.
So then he got all pissy with me saying he didn't do it, and his friends haven't been here all week (but they've been here since I last rode, I know), and--- gah.
..I felt like crying for like an hour, tho, cos I mean...my bike's that important to me, it's a part of me just like my flute...and I'd planned on riding over to the grandparents' tomorrow to go weed their gardens and stuff... but now I can't, I've gotta wait and see if Dad can give me a ride over there when he gets home..... and just... I don't know. as usual, Megs had better words for it than I did:

Achtung Meggie: that bike is a symbol of your freedom and independance
Achtung Meggie:it's there for you to escape and to play and to be alone
zoorebeler:*nods* yeah..
Achtung Meggie:and to take care of things for yourself

*sighs* So, yeah, that kinda killed my evening. blah.

But, mostly, it was a really good day... woke up about 9.30, but knew it was *far* too early to be up since I'd fallen asleep about 2am (and yes, megs, your theory on why I was up so late was correct..guuuh Lar. ^_~). So I ended up watching an ep of .hack//sign, which's mad good, then went back to sleep 'til about noon. showered, watched another ep of .hack//sign while eating breakfast, then burned cds and did stuff around my room and did jean-repair and whatnot most of the afternoon...
But I was all happy cos it was rainy out, and my morning glories sprouted!! :D It was so cool, the shoots were just barely poking up when I woke up, but now two of the three are about an inch high already (the other not far behind), with leaves starting to unfurl and I was all like YAY! cos I didn't think they'd sprout for another few days yet. ^_^
That, and I noticed that the pot I have them in was made in Italy, which is random but made me happy too. *giggles*
Last day of classes for everyone at c-c, so after dinner merani-chan and I were talking and hanging out and playing Crash Bandicoot Racing on her PS just cos, and we decided to go to a movie. So we went and saw Bruce Almighty which was really good (and had good songs - inc. Plumb's "God-Shaped Hole" yay!!). We got there mad early tho and Mel'd just gotten $5 allowance so we blew about all of it in the arcade. *laughs* But I won a watch cos i r0x0r so yeah. ^_^ (I actually quite like it. Hasn't got a light, sadly, but it'll do time and date and it's translucent blue and it's cool. *g*)
It was when Dad picked us up that he told me about my bike, and I was all mad upset... plus I was worried about Megs cos I'd thought something really bad had happened to her today cos I'm a spazz and worry without much cause sometimes *g*... so it wasn't so cool. But then Megs was ok, and her BabyAdam gave me a rose, and Himeros was impossibly sweet and offered parts for my bike (tho it didn't work out cos the bike he had has skinny tires and mine doesn't), and Megs' BabyAdam and I played doctor on her/his/my LilLar. *hehehehe*

Am on a random Luna Sea kick again. Someday I'll update the stuff to the side again.. I've been 19 for what, 6 months now, and thought I'd changed *that* but I guess not...oh dear. -_-;;;

Debating if I wanna do random movie thing tomorrow night... will probably go, I s'pose....only....I *do* wish these things would stop being on Friday nights eventually, cos that's one of the nights I have lots of time to talk with megs. *pouts*
*laughs*
Right, I'm making this sound like I have far too many social commitments for the amount of free time I have...when that's *sooooo* not the case. *mad giggles*

*Ananda Daydream * 12:29 AM * *

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