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9.15.2003
 
I *really* *HATE* bullshit.
Have I mentioned that?
Cos I really, really do.
It's fun enough to write, or play with, making up some crazy (yet viable) shite about a sculpture's meaning..don't get me wrong, I'm *good* at ganking stuff out of poetry or what have you..but a lot of that's *there*.
Mackie's bullshit is just mad fun cos it messes the fuck with your head, but it's not.. it's just a twisting of thinking, it's Screwtape onstage.
But the bullshit that I hate is people-bullshit, the crap we put each other through... the whole highschool rigmarole, one group against another, the pretty people and the scary people and the geeks, never being able to confront your secret crush, all of that... and it's funny cos it's such a cliche thing but it's still so true when you step back and look at it... politics and powerplay in offices, jobs, whatever, even just day-to-day stuff... things like what happened with Katie, it was 100% bullshit, she barely knew these girls they were just out for a fight... drinking and trying to fit in... hell, trying to fit in *period* requires so much fecking bullshit most times... the big house in the fucking subrubs and the suv and the bigscreen tv, and here I am back in my 10th grade rants again - I knew it at fifteen but people forget it so soon, if they ever knew it at all.....
And there's the more subtle sort of bullshit, where people play off of others to get to some end of their own..or even not to an end but just for the hell of it... and in fun, fine, alright, but... there comes a point of going too far. Manipulating, stretching a half-truth, leaving out a detail here and there...it's shit but it happens so often and no-one's even aware of it, sometimes not even the one doing it..... no wonder our world's fucked up.


In short, reasoning with Himeros is fecking IMPOSSIBLE sometimes. This boy needs to take philosophy sometime, he'd kick ass in there... 9_9

(and I admire his pursuit of human reaction and state and whatever...I truly, truly do. but I wish he didn't have to *fuck* with people so much to get there.....)
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