***stardust

*sighs* Far too much going on to be going back to Fredonia tomorrow evening...

Had a wonderful day with Erik alllll yesterday.. despite being sleepy cos I focused so hard on not oversleeping that I slept too lightly all night. Also, forgot that Strong Bad's Time Machine (aka a clock program with an alarm - the only alarm in my room just now that'd wake me up) announces the time every half an hour.
And then SOMEONE had to park in the wettest slushiest part of the parking lot which lead to us having soaked - and freezing - feet. (In my case, for like the next 4 hours cos jeans don't dry quickly, esp. in slightly-chilly basements.) *laughs* But it made things interesting anyway.
Got subs, watched a friggin' ton of Futurama...or, well, sorta-watched...ehm...yeah. *giggles, shakes head* And we'll not even *try* getting into who started what again.. *g*
Finagled a bit of extra time, so I didn't get home 'til nearly 1am. Which was awesome. ^_^

Then, was able to see him again for a little while this afternoon, which was really nice...
*sighs* ...only I didn't want to let go, I choked up and nearly cried with him still in my arms, I'm gonna miss him so much.....
..he sees so much in me (more, in some ways, than I'd like cos I'm so afraid of one day letting him down)...but he can't see how I can see so much in him... yeah he has his faults and makes his mistakes, but so do we all...but there are so many good things about him, few people in this world care so deeply about others, and even fewer guys...funny comments are easy enough to find, but to find that with a heart behind it..that's a little harder.
..I could go on, but y'all'd stop reading. :p
but..yeah. I know we'll be ok, and I know I'll manage alright...although I do know there'll be days I'll miss him far too much.. aim and the phone are at least something. pathetic substitutes, yes, but, something all the same.

Anyway, yeah. Have mad packing and all to do, which I am very effectively putting off just now. Laundry is a pain in the arse when your dryer's friggin' busted. >_<# meh. Leaving as close to 4pm as possible tomorrow, Dad won't get outta work 'til then so yeahhh.

O_O
*whimpers*
I'm going to have to be computer-less for multiple hours again.
That's just bad.

..and as I recall, my desk back in Fredonia is still covered in STUFF, so not only do I have to move everything in, but I have to put all of *that* *away* before I can get Lawrence back up.
*siiiiiighs*
...gonna be a loooong fookin' day...

Haruna and Jen are back already, not sure offhand when everyone else will be.
...tho I hope Britt's either all moved back in or doesn't get there 'til after I've gotten my stuff in, cos she's nearer the doorway and she always has mad tons of stuff with her, so I'm like not even gonna be able to get in the door if she's moving back in just as I am. *laughs, shakes head*

..truly can't believe break's over already though...last year it dragged on *forever*, which's why I had plans to do all these drawings and stories and cooking and sewing and organising and whatever this year...only very little of it happened. Partly cos once I get home, I very quickly settle into home-existance, which consists of sleeping in mad late, lounging about, playing around on the computer, talking to merani, and once in a very great while seeing people. All of this, however, manages to quite effectively take up my time. However this year, I actually saw people. Like a LOT. (Well, a lot for me, anyway.) People being mostly Erik, but also others, but admitedly a lot of break-time went to Erik and I haven't the slightest problem with that. *giggles*
January really *did* just slip through my fingers though, it's crazy... ...only yesterday did I find most of the roses finally faded, I took the remaining ones out of the vase at last and set them on top of the cabinet in my room to dry... (accidentally left the ribbon that'd been around them, and then tied around the vase, downstairs last night, found it this morning and ran it through a belt loop on my pants just so I wouldn't forget to bring it upstairs..ended up kinda leaving it there..Erik was toying with it when he came over, I started to explain where it was from but he remembered. *smiles* yay.)

Will be very good to see my suitemates again, Britty and Haruna in particular...gonna miss rooming with Haruna, but, she *is* just 12" down the hall, so... *giggles* s'all good.

And it's about time I got some fresh music in my diet again - I'm sure Britt'll have 6423894 bands that I "have GOT to hear!!!!!!" when we get back. ^_^

*Ananda Daydream * 11:41 PM * *

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