goddamnfucking undulation.
*Just* when I thought my life was finally going to be pleasant again after two weeks of exhaustion......
I don't feel like going anywhere today, but if I stay here, I'll just brood and make myself even sicker.
(and, as usual, it's my own failings and shortcomings that've made this such a mess... I fall short of human needs, why should God even bother with me?.....)
*Ananda Daydream * 10:55 AM *
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