*slow, deep breath* Doing better now... Erik and Britt invaded and took me out for awhile earlier, which was a much-needed break.. and I've now, at long last, actually been in a porn store. *laughs* A bit anticlimatic for me, I think, really.. but I was amused by how at ease Britt and I were amidst bad porn videos and walls of vibrators and bondage toys. *giiiggles* wheee.
Got back around 8.30, since then, have just been sitting around quietly, poking around websites to amuse myself, talking to people on aim... Megs cheered me up just by being here and talking and having lots of cute Billie pictures. :) (*snuggles* and I hope you're feeling better, sweetheart.. if there's anything I can do, please let me know..) Haruna and I've been chatting for a few hours, and Tom came online, which helped so much.. just talking to people and keeping my mind off of my brooding's been good.
Stupid websites are also phenomenally helpful. *giggles* exhibit a - exhibit b
And I found Dragostea Din Tei for Stepmania over on Bemani. ^__________________^ AND Mysterious Ways! and some mix of Vertigo with something else.. aaaand..something else cool but I forget what. Oh yeah! More songs from Gravitation, which's good. <3
Reading comics is also helpful. Debating whether to pop in a Star Trek tape or read more Superman to lull me to sleep...


Tom: does it show that i am learning about quantum mechanics in order to get my mind off of not being near you?

*giggles merrily and ADORES* ..he'd been telling me that apparently we *have* managed to transport stuff, like on Star Trek, which is far too fecking awesome. (Only like, molecules, but stiiiilll. *bounces*) And he's adorable.


Tom: omg. im not really that bad. it cant sound as bad as that... wow...*sigh* it is... I am reading about molecular structure on my spring break. That has to be breaking one of the Ten Commandments
Me: noooo... ^___________^ though it probably is a top ten sign of utter geekdom *grins and kisses*
Me: luckily for you, I like geeks :-) *snugglefies*
Tom: oh yeah...you like it when i talk science to you dont you, you bad series of proteins!


..Megs? I officially, in (semi)public view, take back all the teasing I ever gave you and Edgelet. By like a lot. *giggles and nuzzles ingratiatingly* Geek boys r0x0r. (*nuzzles* and you know I always thought you and Edge were/are the cutest ever, even when I was teasing. *smiles and snuggles* so sweet and loving, it makes me happy. ^_^ ..also, I should've taken it back long ago anyway, cos..Edgelet's really sweet. and cute. and..and yeah. *grins shyly, snugglefies* y'know. ^_^)


mmnph. but yeah. time to call it quits with Haruna on aim, and get some sleep.. I'm exhausted, and need to be able to get back to work tomorrow..... *huuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs* to you all, for being so good to me. :)