What the hell is it with these headaches lately? I woke up with the same one again this morning, and have taken things easy all day, and taken medicine, and been able to keep it at bay but it's still made me feel sick all day, like if I move too quickly I'll get dizzy and want to puke. This freaking sucks. Staring at a screen does not do good things for it either, so writing, not going so well today.
Also I'm growing nervous as hell, I have what amounts to a job interview tomorrow morning, and I have absolutely no idea what to expect, thank goodness Tom's off work so he can get me there and back, but.. I'm so scared, though all rationality tells me not to be.
I'm so bleary and wanting to just pass out, but my lagging word count is nagging at me, plus worries about tomorrow, and Thanksgiving coming up so quick and still not having my schedule nailed down.. just a thousand little worries that keep pricking at my brain every moment and gah I'm so tired of it. If I could lose myself in a story I'd be alright but I can't..
I'll go pack a lunch for tomorrow (I work 1-9, with the interview in the morning), and make Tom something for dinner while I'm at it (I'm really not at all hungry, and I've been nibbling all day), and then go to bed. I'll curl up with my iPod and find a good book to listen to...or maybe just leave on a U2 concert for awhile. Yesterday I was listening to bits of the Hamilton U2 show I was at, and was carried away by the sheer.. oh there's no word for that vast wash of emotion that flows through the atmosphere at a concert like a U2 concert. :) But it came back to me then, and then I watched that video of Bono this morning, and.. I'm always listening to U2 here and there, but, the vast love that I have for them, came back a little yesterday and today as well, and it's amazing how comforting it is, watching them, listening to them.
So I'm all curled up in a tour shirt today. Tom was very confused, watching me watch Bono earlier, B's just sitting there singing, leaning back and forth the way he does, and I'm staring raptly, drinking in every detail, and Tom's absolutely puzzled as to why I'm so entranced...
Maybe I'll watch it just once more before bed.
*Ananda Daydream * 9:21 PM *
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