...I thought the boy was asleep, so I stayed downstairs longer, until I felt calm enough to be in the same room again.

10pm, when he'd told me he planned to sleep at 9. (it usually takes him 5-10min to conk out.) He calls down to me. And I have to admit, tho a bit of me finds it absurd that he fails to sleep without me here... It's also really, really sweet.

...like 10min after initial angst over cable, he had actually forgotten what we were upset over. Totally over it, before I'd finished a first cathartic listening of U2's "Mercy". Me.. My heart still feels a lil heavy, even now. But.. the boy is sweetly holding me in his sleep. And I am listening to "Mercy" yet again. Should be able to sleep soon. Thinking this is AWESOME timing for an alarm/sleep timer to have FINALLY!!1! shown up for my zune. Absurdly overdue. Might listen to this song into my sleep... it's a bit of an addiction, the last two days.

Labels: life in general, navelgaze, U2 spazz