Your magical style is Faery.

What type of Magic do you work?. Take the Magical Style Quiz by Paradox


Your magical style is Angelic.

What type of Magic do you work?. Take the Magical Style Quiz by Paradox

..the angel was the second time, there were some questions I was kinda in-between on...both seem at least partially right, tho. *smile* ..pretty angel wings..(gleebin' the bishie on that one, too..^_~)..yay for sparkling. *smile*

And I know I haven't updated much...weekends've been busy with grad parties, weeks been busy with..uhh...playing in photoshop, reading, occasionally cleaning, reading online comics, working a bit more on Lemonation and other drawings, watching the original Batman series over at Daffy's...*g* (That show's *so* much fun, tho...gahhh...it's hysterical, usually in places it wasn't meant to be that way. *G*)
And then, Teraa broke two computers in as many days, inc. Rhonda, who's now got a particularly pesky virus..so I've actually spent most of the last day or so burning things to cd, so we can reformat her...*sigh*...teaches *us* not to just stash 30+ gigs worth of stuff (primarily eps of anime) on the hd without having *anything* on cd--! -_-;;

 
As I sit on the outside again
Countless times before
And countless times to come
I sit on the outside and watch

And they'd let me in
But... I don't really make the effort
I observe and absorb
But never partake

And I don't know why at all
I want to be a part of something like that
But I'm content to just watch them
But I want it so bad
But I don't try to get it
        don't make any attempts
        turn down the offers...
And I don't know why

And I watch him
And my heart's so full of love for him
Thought I question it so often
(when I'm away from him)
It's so strong...
        and there's not clear reason
        and there's no explanation
But I couldn't stand to see him hurt
Don't know if I'll be able to stand to be apart
And when we're together sometimes there's nothing to say
and I hate that...
...cos I want there to be things to say
...
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[written up at Meg's grad party the other day, but I'd misplaced my sketchbook...I was just sitting there, watching everyone play volleyball and everything, and it was that, and thinking back to Karin's party, and everything...I wanted to play the spin-the-bottle-thing too, wanted to be kissed, but..at the same time, I didn't, I was unsure of myself, and I was somehow content watching...I don't understand it at all... ...and then at Meg's, they were all playing volleyball and everything, and Blake was too...and I was just laying there, occasionally chatting with people..and just watching him...and...I loved him so much right then...but...he was over there, and I was laying here, and... .... ..I don't know. ...
...]

 
Hey Laur? ..for one thing, HAH!!!! I still, somehow, wrong as it is, beat you on the verbal SAT!!! *G* ..*laughing* ...no, sorry, honestly truly...I know how much you were hoping for a perfect score......but 1400 overall? Seriously, I've talked to so many people who had less than 1000...nothing to feed bad about at *all*. *smile* ..same for you, Daffy, 1480? Not bad at all. ^_^ (Oh yeah..Laur, pardon the possibly silly question, but who else got the 800 on verbal?)
But err, yeah...what else was it I was gonna say??
Oh yeah, Laur? Yer template's changed, was that intentional?

 



Take the Desert Creatures Test!
...<3 deserts... *smile*
And Laur finally found another U2 quiz!
...
..but it says I'm Edge.
*frown*
...tho, I s'pose, going by the quiz...I'm not psycho-hyper...and I'm pretty smart and a night person (yay for owls...^_^...which reminds me..I got a crazy thought earlier...Edge likes owls. And then there's Jareth... ..oh dear, ok, that makes it sound like I was thinking *that*, and I wasn't!! Honest! ..just thought it might be fun, pull Edge and Jareth into the same fic...*g*)

Which Trainspotting Character Are You?
..was hoping for Rents, obviously, but ah well...Tommy was actually like, a nice, decent guy, really..and the only non-addict in the film, so.. ^_^;



Which era in time are you?
Yeahhhh...certain friends went a wee bit quiz-crazy...I don't even think this's half of them, really! -_-;;

And yes, there were a million things I was gonna say here...but got all anti-social last night, felt more like watching Chobits than typing things here, soo...*shrug* Ah well.
..Matantis still isn't home, don't know if he's coming home tonight at all or not...
...I didn't mention that here, did I? *sigh* ..well, while I was having a great time at Meghan's grad party, things didn't go so well here... for one thing, the silly hampster died...which wasn't *too* terrible, cos no one was tremendously attatched to it..but it's still kinda sad.
And Matantis and Dad got into a huge fight, Matt failed some courses in school, he's supposed to go to summer school, said he didn't want to (or wasn't going to, depending on whose version of the story you follow), according to Matt, Dad blew up at him etc...*sigh*..I don't know whose side to believe more, I can see things on both sides, they've both talked to me about it...I think neither of them really spelled things out clearly, that's a lot of the problem...but Dad (again) told Matantis that if he wanted to leave, fine, if he thought he'd be better off with Mom, fine, etc..and Dad didn't mean it, but he's said that before when he's gotten pissed..and Matt told me awhile back that if Dad ever said that again and got all pissed, he *would* just leave.
And... he did.
So we didn't know where he was all yesterday, he took off riding, alone...(oddly enough, one of the places he went was the Little theatre, caught a movie there..which..just seems *weird*, for my brother--! *smile*) Then about midnight, Brian's mom called, Matt was staying there..he actually came home for a bit around 11 this morning, while Dad was at work, he talked to me about what happened etc...and he's just sick of Dad always flipping out and putting words in his mouth etc. (which Dad, of course, denies doing..but I've seen him do it before..), he just needed to get out for awhile..which I totally understand, I've done that too, only it's usually with Heather and we go randomly driving around...
..so I don't know. There's not much more I can do, I've told each of them some of the other's side of things, but..they're both...I don't know. Matt's easier to deal with, which only makes sense, but..and Dad's just..gah...there are some things, he just *doesn't hear*, or he hears it, but ignores it five mintues later....they're both right, they're both wrong..and Dad's gotta realise that a teenaged son and a father butting heads is a pretty common thing...but...I don't know...... ..but Dad was randomly lecturing about crap shit again today, when he finally quit...I don't blame Matt for running off...I am *SO* ready to be out on my own, some days.........

 
Laur, and Zinni, too, really wished you could've been there last night...but I know you couldn't, so it's okay.....Daf, thank you, as always. *smile* ...you even risked getting in trouble to be there for me playing the silly Chaminade (for the millionth time!), thank you...and for making me smile all thru the senior song - why *were* you laughing at me?? just cos I had no voice---! ~_^ (Or was it just cos we were singing about wings...? *sigh* *pretty*... *g*)

Teraa's become obsessed with wearing my graduation cap. She thinks it's awesome. Heck, if she likes it *that* much, I could prolly *give* her the blasted thing - it is *not* comfortable!..the tassel's cool, but the cap is such a pain!
..more on graduation and all prolly later...