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5.20.2004

I'm at Megs' now and it's superhappy yay. ^_______________^

and she made me breakfast cos she rocks like that. *g*

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5.18.2004

another new fav site where I drool a lot and wish I had money: http://www.80stees.com

THEY HAVE JEM SHIRTS OMFGLBGFISDLGLIS:FDKLS

*want*

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Dreamt about Bono again last night... <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 current-Bono, *real*-Bono, light blue-green shades and lightened hair (this Bono)... He'd been running on this street we (me and random people from both Churchville-Chili *and* Perry) were driving down on a bus on a trip to Cleveland, and he was on the trip with us but he and some others'd been caught off the bus, and there was a random gang of people shooting.. and they were flares more than bullets but it was still mad frightening.. and Bono caught up to the bus and climbed on, collapsed into a front seat.. and he looked so scared and so upset, and he was alone... I'd been sitting diagonally a few seats back, I went over to him and sat beside him and put my arms gently around him and he looked at me, with such sad and frightened eyes.. and he told me that his father had died with his life completed, everything done and finished and peaceful.. and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to do the same, there were so many things he still had to do, and he could have died there and his life wouldn't have been finished, he wouldn't have done all he was to do, he would have failed... and I touched his cheek and smiled gently, and I told him that he would still finish it... and I said a few more small things, as did he, and I held him and he cried in my arms, and his arms were so tightly around me...

When I woke, I could still feel his arms...

..then I get over here to check my mail, and Megs sends me a link to a a story and a picture from just yesterday, with our Bono. ^_______^
Proof that it *is* possible for caps and gowns to look good on someone. Or just proof that Bono looks good no matter what. *g*

*daydreamy sigh* what I'd give to be in his arms, just once, for a moment... that's as far as my dreams with U2s have ever gone, is Bono holding me.. which's happened, what, at least three times.. there was one ages ago, where Luna Sea was playing onstage, then I was up there with Bono and he heeeeld me.. there was a dream like, a week or less ago where Bono saw me, having snuck around where no-one was and leaning against the stage, and he pulled me up onstage (where security-people couldn't come and yell at me *g*) and he walked beside me and I eventually ended up sitting on his lap and in his arms... and now this one... I'd love to think these are premonitions of any sort.. but even if not, they've all been clear enough that I could feel his arms around me, even when I woke... which's more than enough to keep me happy. <3

edit: ok I take that back, there was *once* when things went a bit farther with a U2.. I had a dream once where babyAd and I were cuddled up and making out, but that was briefly and it wasn't like, clear. unfortunately. guuuuuh.

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5.17.2004

oh mofo, it HAS been ages again... but I'll dispense with the apologies, no-one wants to read them. *g*

Amazing how quickly one can settle into the nothingness of summer..what, two days, and I'm there? *laughs* Got back from school on Friday, have been sort of cleaning/unpacking mostly. Lawrence is currently living in my brother's room (now that said brother's not in it), cos the router I was using previously went along with said brother and the network cable won't reach across the hall. So 'til I get a router or something, my computer's spread across the floor in there. Cos of *course* the only three-prong outlet is on the *opposite* side of the room from the cable.. *giggles, shakes head*
Mowed the lawn today. That's about the most exciting thing I've done. *giggles* Wouldn't've been a problem except that first, ran out of gas, had to wait 'til Dad got home to get some more, then the grass was so fecking thick and damp it kept making the mower conk out, so I had to stop like every minute or two and lift it a little to let it spin all the built-up clumps off the friggin' blade.
Thank goodness for my walkman and a Simple Minds tape. *G*

My summer will not be entirely blase, however.
I
have jobs.
Mad, yo. *g*

As always, they're nowhere near full-time, but if I luck out one might wind up that way. Doing custodial stuff over at Pearce on Fridays..which, no, is not exciting or even really fun, but I'll just put headphones on and I'm set, didn't really mind doing it on-campus all year and it's like the only job around here. The funner one is a long-term babysitting thing. ^_______^ *bounces about happily* Every Saturday, like, all day.. for anyone else that'd be bad, but this is me, I have no life and no plans ever, so it's not an issue. *g* Starts a little early in the morning, but I managed that like, daily, watching my friend's little sister last summer, so I'll survive. The kids are like, 7 and almost-11, so it'll be cool. ^_^

And then best of all I'M GOING TO SEE MEGS AGAIN YAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dances about in happy lil circles* I leave Wednesday night at like 7.30, and return Sunday night at like 11.50. *giggles* (The tickets were $20 cheaper for the 10pm flight than for the 8pm, and I have no money. And I want to stay with Megs as long as I possibly can. *cliiiiiiiiings*) I'm sooo so excited, I can't wait to see her again. ^_^ That, and things have been dreadfully angsty down there for her and I need to go cuddle her and cheer her up. <3

..finally went through one of my email accounts that I haven't checked in like, a month or two again. ^^; Sigur Ros *is* working on a new album, which makes me veryvery happy. Some dude's making a movie about them on tour, which's also awesome. Just watched a trailer and omfg they're the most adorable band ever. <3
Also, one of the guys in the band got some random people together and sat down one day and did country covers of Sigur Ros songs.
I *adore* musicians.
*giggles happily*

heee. killing viruses makes me feel all empowered. *g* Think I *finally* knocked out the second trojan that was lingering on Rhonda, and killed some spyware which'll *hopefully* obliterate some of the mad tons of pop-ups we keep getting on here.

the entire Fredonia website is down, and I'm not at all like, shocked or suprised. is that bad?

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